The Duck Thinks Again!

Life things...

2003-08-04T23:09:37Z

Okay, Nic was whining that I hadn't posted here in a while, and with all the stuff going on, maybe I should. I don't want to sound like I'm fussing, but it's not all good, and yet, not all bad.

First of all, my oldest is finally getting out on his own two feet. He has his own apartment, though he shares it with a female room mate who ISN'T his girlfriend.. and he spends most of his time at her place .. and is thinking of moving in, but I'm old fashioned and try to get him to see.. If you're getting married eventually /anyway/... and you want to move in... .well, DUH! get married and move in! Don't move in first! You may be surprised, it's cheaper, and then she can support your school!
(only kidding about the last part! I'm sure he'll pay his own way eventually)

And child two, daughter.. 19.. has a serious woo-er... We never did the dating thing. Didn't figure they needed to mess up their already screwed up teen lives with that shit.. uh, stuff. SO, now, she's found a nice boy and they're getting serious, only she's taking it nice and slow, letting things go without any pressures. Heck, you need to be friends before you're lovers, right? Good thing big bro did it the same way - only he better NOT .. oh, never mind. *sigh*

Okay, and my baby, is now sixteen, as I think I stated before. He just got back from a week long trip to Minnesota as church camp counselor. He seems so mellow... *ponders the lobotomy line on the permission slip* maybe?.... And he seems prepared to do some growing up himself. It's about time!

Now then.. my mom... *sighs and frowns* She's turning 10 this month, on the 15th.. and the past couple weeks have gotten really, scary. We went to the ER a week ago, and they found nothing 'wrong' but sent her to the eye doctor because she complained of 'flashing lights' in her vision. Ha. Well, that happens to be A symptom of a TIA.. basically a minor stroke. So, this week, it gets worse. She can't walk straight. She can't sign her name without taking forever.. She forgets simple things. Only, all her heart tests are normal or better. The only indication is thyroid. Only.. those are also symptoms of Alzheimers. And that scares me. So, I hide in white wolf, and drive her to the doctors, and keep hoping for the best.

Meanwhile, she's giving me shit about "I've done all my living"... "It's so much trouble any more".. blah blah blah! What? Doesn't she WANT to see her grandkids married? Maybe see some great grandkids?? She even has a brand new grand baby. She's only freakin' 70!.. geez... don't give up already!

So, that's my rant. Have fun.

I'm a pirate.. argh!

2003-08-04T22:38:36Z

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honestly, and it's getting in the way of your
natural charm. We understand that life can be
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Relax.

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getting old

2003-06-17T18:30:51Z

Well, next Monday, the 23rd, my youngest, my "baby" will turn 16. If that's not enough to give you grey hairs... Oh! wait! It already has!! *grumbles*

Actually, even though I did turn 44 last month, I don't feel much older than 25 as it is! I'm sure that when all the "aches and pains" of being "over the hill" realize that they've some how managed to miss me (except that nagging back pain shit) then I'll be over loaded with medications and procedures and.. *sigh* God, forbid that I ever get to that! I HATE doctors.. and I totally distrust the drugs they always want to shove down your throat. I think I'd rather suffer than end up on false relief. Besides... if I were to up and start on meds all of the sudden, like HRT for this "perimenopause", then I'd end up with less testosterone .. and a grumpy husband!! I like the hormones God gave me, and I'm NOT about to mess with them!
Now if you'll excuse me, I have a pornographic email to send to him. *waves*

Tada! Here it is!

2003-06-11T13:04:50Z

If I were a Neopet... I'd be a Scorchio!

Scorchios are out-going and friendly most of the time.

They prefer hot climates, especially the deserts and volcanic regions of Neopia.

Which Neopet are you? Click here to find out!

Another test

2003-06-11T12:53:07Z

Now, where's the Neopet quiz!!! *frowns*

Finally ended.. what a let down

2003-06-10T13:22:33Z

Yes, Nelly was finally "rescued" and then shipped off from the hero's sight. Yet, the saga continues, and Nell's trying to stay sane.

Now, me... spend a long weekend driving to Houston with my daughter. Got to visit my sister and her new baby. Which was nice. But the purpose of the trip seems to have ended up in a discovery of what she (the daughter) /doesn't/ want to do rather than what she does. Which I guess for a nineteen year old is as important in the long run??

The drive - all 9+ hours each way, was actually pretty nice since she drove most of the way!

Jolly fun...

2003-05-26T20:39:56Z

Well, hopefully this WW scene will be finished soon. It's an awesome SL, but it's been dragging on too long.

My flower garden is looking fab! In spite of the hail.

I'm now 44 yrs old (as of the 21st) but still only feel 25. My oldest and his girl are redoing our salt water reef tank for my birthday present. It's about time! I'm really liking my new pool cue - purple graphite *nods* and whuppin' hubbie's ass.

Today is Memorial Day in the USA, and so we're all at home, chillin'. I'd like to note and remember MY family who served, my Dad, LtCol JP Hollingsworth, USAF; my brother Lt (?) GS Hollingworth USArmy, my grandfather, Capt. Paul David Best, VFW; and a gggg grandfather, Nathan Hanks Best, served in the Confederate Army.

And to EVERYone else who gave their lives so that the freaking Hollywood celebs can bad mouth the President freely.

Inventorying Sucks!

2003-05-07T17:08:52Z

Well, I'm done for the moment, with the blisters for our Warhammer stock. Next - paints! Oh, friggin' wohoo!

And I don't even get anything out of this! *grumbles*

Climbing

2003-05-03T21:02:32Z

I have officially earned my Climbing Instructors card! *dances.. and moans and lies down hoping for a free massage*

Yay me!

This isn't good

2003-05-01T13:31:19Z

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

test 3

2003-05-01T13:04:36Z

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Okay, this seems to be a test taking day.

2003-05-01T12:49:22Z

Test 2:
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I took the What Mythological Creature Are you? test by
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In case anyone was wondering...

2003-05-01T12:26:45Z

Find out if you are gay, bi, or str8.

Hmm...

2003-04-24T01:15:36Z

Well, I can see this is getting great reviews!

Perhaps I should comment that the garden is surviving; "Rikka" nearly drove me crazy, poor kid 'lost' his first really in depth character on White Wolf today and simply /couldn't/ stop harping on it!; and the right American Idol contestant was finally booted off! So long Carmen, you SUCK!

And Nic.. *EG* thanks... You know what I'm talking about. *k*

And another ...

2003-04-21T13:57:27Z

What
Goth Are You?

Think on this!

2003-04-21T13:16:15Z

You probably missed it in the rush of news last week, but there was
actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper
an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American.

So, an Australian dentist wrote the following to let everyone know
what an American is, so they would know when they found one.

An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German,
Spanish, Polish, Russian, or Greek. An American may also be
Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Australian,
Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani, or Afghan. An American may also
be a Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache or one of the many other
tribes known as native Americans.

An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or
Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghanistan.
The only difference is that in America, they are free to worship
as each of them chooses. An American is also free to believe in no
religion. For that, he will answer only to God, not to the government,
or to armed thugs claiming to speak for the government and for God.
An American is from the most prosperous land in the history of the
world. The root of that prosperity can be found in the Declaration
of Independence, which recognizes the God-given right of each man and
woman to the pursuit of happiness.

An American is generous. Americans have helped out just about every
other nation in the world in their time of need. When
Afghanistan was overrun by the Soviet army twenty years ago, Americans
came with arms and supplies to enable the people to win back their country.
As of the morning of September 11, 2001, Americans had given more than any
other nation to the poor in Afghanistan.

Americans welcome the best -- the best products, the best books, the
best music, the best food, the best athletes. But they also welcome the least. The
national symbol of America, The Statue of Liberty, welcomes your tired and your poor,
the wretched refuse of your teeming shores, the homeless, tempest-tossed. These, in fact, are the people who built America.

Some of them were working in the Twin Towers the morning of September 11,
earning a better life for their families. I've been told that the World Trade
Center victims were from at least thirty other countries, cultures, and first languages --including those that aided and abetted the terrorists.

So, you can try to kill an American if you must. Hitler did. So did General Tojo, and Stalin, and Mao, and every blood thirsty tyrant in the history of the world.
But, in doing so, you would just be killing yourself, because Americans are not a particular people from a particular place. They are the embodiment of the human spirit and freedom. Everyone who holds to that spirit, everywhere, is an American.

Pass THIS around the World

Stupid Hail

2003-04-19T16:51:57Z

Well.. this sucks. I've spent weeks getting my flowerbed set up.. and last night it was pummeled by hail. Poor little flowers! Now, I've got to do damage control. And may have to replace some of them.

Did you know? On a survey of what is Important to men and women it was not surprising to have the first four items on the men's list to be "Sex". Unfortunately for them, the same item was at about 14th on the women's list of priorities. Good thing I'm not your average woman!

Where to spend the future

2003-04-18T15:46:48Z

Okay, here it is. The answer to the space crisis. No more putting dead bodies in the ground. Check it out!

http://www.lifegem.com/

Almost forgot to put it in!

Day Two

2003-04-17T13:05:46Z

I'm still alive! Though the food supply is getting short and the temperatures have dropped. It may only get up to 80F today! I know if I must.. I could eat the dog.. or the ferrets. What a shame its a chihuahua!

First Log

2003-04-16T19:38:49Z

Okay.. due to some urging (thanks Nic) I have started this. Now we'll see where it leads!